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September 21, 2016 at 5:46 pm #13825Participant
Why I want to continue is simple. I want my life back I think I have made myself suffer long enough. Since my teenage years I have been telling myself the wrong affirmations, and it almost cost me my sanity, and my life. Staying on this journey I see so much positive. I am a good person, I am smart, I am able to live my life period. Being happy for me now today is not about drinking it is about living the life I am meant to live. Traveling, oil painting, drawing, talking, and giving, and receiving love. I have missed out on so much in the last few years. I want to keep my sanity, and health that I am building to pursue my happiness. I am grateful to be healthy, and sober today.
September 21, 2016 at 8:26 pm #13833Participant
I can relate to all that you just wrote. This program has been so eye opening about how non-present I’ve been in my life. I feel like I’ve been a mere rat on a wheel in terms of work and then numbed out the monotony with a drink as needed. The need grew. In the process I seemed to have let go of my dreams and goals. I am so appreciative of this re-awakening.
I have been thoughts along the lines that if everything in my life was perfectly in place then I could afford to stop and have a drink. But the reality is, if my life was that dialed in I could probably care less about having a drink. Better to stay on the path of heading for that life and doing all that I can to get there instead of numbing myself out to the fact that I am nowhere in the vicinity of where I want to be. Just the sense that change is actually possible has been a God-send.
October 7, 2016 at 4:48 pm #14176Participant
Deep down I think that the main purpose of every human being on the planet is to wake up and become aware of the life creativity. We have to merge with our creator despite of how many life’s we will need to understand and realize that.
January 16, 2017 at 9:27 pm #15783Participant
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